The Crazy Monkey

... is the name i'm using on MSN... feeling a little drained... *Endric... hurry recover so that I can kill you!* Although there's alot of work... its still manageable I guess... but I think I'm kinda used to Endric *who is currently recovering from dengue fever... Get Well Soon Yah!* sitting behind me and his sudden outbursts and nutti-ness keeping me sane in a way... kinda like "we're all on the same boat! let's rock it!" On a lighter note... Kevin sold me his Taylor! WOO HOO! I've finally got myself an acoustic guitar! After years and years of trying to find the time and effort of aquiring one! Now what's so nice about the one I got? TAYLOR XXX-MC Mahogany w/Cedar Top 30th Anniversary � Type/Shape 6-String Grand Concert � Back & Sides Tropical American Mahogany � Top Western Red Cedar � Soundhole Rosette Abalone � Neck Tropical American Mahogany � Fretboard Ebony � Fretboard Inlay Pearl & Gold 30th Anniversary � Headstock Overlay Ebony...

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You know how when you come home after a days work... and all you want to do is pull the blankets over you and zzzzzzzzz...? Last night was one of those days... Reached home around 9 plus... and saw 3 extra cars around... *noooo... guests... why today?!* So I went inside put on a weary face hoping that they wouldn't bug me to stay that much... *oh... paquat session with Uncle Yem, Aunty Ain, Uncle Jojo and Aunty Hamidah... plus Ellen and the gang doing work in the middle of the night... must be some tender submission thing tomorrow* Threw my stuff in my room... went back down to show more face abit before turning to bed... As usual... with them around... I always knew they'd have some cool new gadget lying around somewhere for me to tinker with... Looks like Uncle Jojo got himself a TyTnII too... *haha... kena bakar!* Of course them being them... they never fail to amuse me by telling me how good the stuff they got are when its usually I who recommends them in the first place....

When they started the first season... I wanted to go watch... Told mummy bout it and she said she'll get us tickets and we'll go together... Kept reminding her about it the whole time it was showing... then suddenly... one night... she went and forgot about me?!?! *What the!* Of course... I merajuk with her for the whole week... Last night I finally get to watch it! I guess mummy made sure she got me tickets this time. *giggling* ... The show was... AMAZING! If it weren't for the fact that they were all dancing and singing in MALAY... I thought I was in London! The whole production was simply world class! What amazes me most was the stage and set! I can't believe a Malaysian could create something so outstanding! I guess my expectations were low to begin with when it comes to Malaysian productions... but NEVER AGAIN! Of course being me... I go seek for things that amazes me most... so after the show... While others wait for the actors to come out for photographs and a...

Monthly Expenses... Petrol : RM100 x 4 weeks = RM400 Ciggies : RM7.30 x 5 Packs x 4 weeks = RM146 Can I quit driving? *Muah AH ahaH ahHA haHA haH ahaH ahA*

... never give people reason to use things against you. Give to those what is due to them... even if it hurts your pockets... in other words... NEVER CHEAT . Money may not be everything... but be careful of the power of money. Because money is the root of all evil. Now... why am I sharing this invaluable knowledge? Let me now share you a story... Once upon a time a loving couple got married and they lived happily ever after... No... there's no such thing... If you watched 10th Kingdoms and such... You'll know that its true. When a marriage occurs... Two family are combined as one. We always hear about charming princes but never about the princes' family members. Cinderella's stem-mom might be a pain in the behind but we never knew if little Miss Cinderella had got it worse living in her new husband's castle. Okay... back to the real story... but wait... disclaimer first... To the people I work for... this has nothing to do with you... but you may enjoy this as much ...

I'm calm now... After so many years being together... Although I couldn't believe it had happened. Its time to move on... Thank you for everything... I couldn't have asked for more than what you have been giving me for so many years... I'm so sorry for being so blind... If life gives me a second chance to turn back time... I would have done things differently... Please remember... I love you... Always... Now and forever... This song is for you... 가면 (Persona) 목에 메어 와서 눈물이 흘러서 눈앞이 흐려서 걸을 수 없어서 조금씩 내게 멀어지는 널 붙잡아낼 힘조차도 부를 수도 없었나봐 찢겨져 흩어진 이미 썩어버린 못쓰게 돼버린 내 가슴으로 널 한번도 웃게 하지 못한 건 내 미쳐버린 집착이란 걸 *날 돌아보지 마 뒤돌아보지 마 그대로 뛰어가 날 잊고 살아가 멀리 조금 더 멀리 내게서 더 멀리 도망가 이렇게 못난 날 이렇게 못된 날 어리석었던 날 잘 떠나간 거야 추억은 하지 마 기억도 하지 마 차라리 죽을 만큼 외롭더라도 잘 지내라는 말 미안하다는 말 행복했었단 말 날 떠나려면 날 차라리 여기서 죽이고 ...