The Crazy Monkey

I'm calm now... After so many years being together... Although I couldn't believe it had happened. Its time to move on... Thank you for everything... I couldn't have asked for more than what you have been giving me for so many years... I'm so sorry for being so blind... If life gives me a second chance to turn back time... I would have done things differently... Please remember... I love you... Always... Now and forever... This song is for you... 가면 (Persona) 목에 메어 와서 눈물이 흘러서 눈앞이 흐려서 걸을 수 없어서 조금씩 내게 멀어지는 널 붙잡아낼 힘조차도 부를 수도 없었나봐 찢겨져 흩어진 이미 썩어버린 못쓰게 돼버린 내 가슴으로 널 한번도 웃게 하지 못한 건 내 미쳐버린 집착이란 걸 *날 돌아보지 마 뒤돌아보지 마 그대로 뛰어가 날 잊고 살아가 멀리 조금 더 멀리 내게서 더 멀리 도망가 이렇게 못난 날 이렇게 못된 날 어리석었던 날 잘 떠나간 거야 추억은 하지 마 기억도 하지 마 차라리 죽을 만큼 외롭더라도 잘 지내라는 말 미안하다는 말 행복했었단 말 날 떠나려면 날 차라리 여기서 죽이고 ...

Okay... I'll admit... I was so darn lazy to write... *new mid year resolution... write more... hehehehe* So where have I gone to? In 5th March 2007, I started working for CiBNet Station Sdn Bhd. Even though the pay wasn't that yummy, I thought to myself, this is your dream job... You can grow with it. The reason I say it was my dream job was... Working Hours : 10am - 7pm *I can sleep in! Woo hoo!* ... Dress code : Nil *I can wear my jeans and crocs! Yaattaaa!* ... Industry : Online Games *OMG... Could it be any better than this?* Here was where I met a few interesting people. On my first day... I was located to my cubicle. On my right was a wall, on my left was Crono *the office psycho* ... My first task? "Here... install these games and learn them"... *I'm in heaven* Okay... they weren't the best games I have ever played... but a game is a game! Now why did I call Crono a psycho? Well after a few days knowing this loud-mouthed, vulgar and destructive individu...

What is EC? EC = Extenuating Circumstances... What's the purpose of this EC thingamajig? Is so that I could extend my assignment and final year project deadlines *help me God!* After my last semester... *the one where I collapsed right after submitting the assignments for that particular semester with a bp of 170/120 hahaha so proud* things had become too much for me to handle... I haven't been able to concentrate much on anything as everything seem to be piling and piling at a heart wrenching rate... When I do my assignments... work deadlines keeps cropping... When I do my work... assignment deadlines are out to get me... *there is no end to this is there?* My grades seem to be dropping for only God knows why... and I thought that I had been consistent in my school work? So is my weight... I haven't been dieting *not that I know of?* I eat like how I usually eat... how on earth did I lose 6kg in 2 weeks? *monitoring my weight now so that I don't lose too much or ga...